Not much better

Today isn't better than yesterday.
As bad as yesterday,maybe worse..I don't know what will happen to me a few hours again.
Ya Allah,what should I do?
Why my day is getting worse??What should I do to fix my fate??
Astaghfirullah..What things that can fix my mood??Just sleep?My God!I have been too much sleep yesterday..
I want to avoid everything about my bad past tragedy!
I want to avoid my home!!!!!