Part of Mia

Astaghfirullah,,this ramadan is so hot...
With earth's eliptical orbit,,earth is on the nearest position with the sun in September...
Whoaaa...
Sun shines brightly whole of day...
Good for drying clothes,,but bad for fasting people like me...
Do nothing,,or do something lazzily...
Ya Allah,,make me strong until this evening,,until ramadan month is over...Amiin......

Hadow,,I am late to write this moment..
It must be written yesterday,,sept 12 2009...
I had an open fasting together with DA yesterday...
Nothing happened on the main event,,but in the end...
At first,,I was embarrasse because I wore the wrong dress!!
I should wear the casual,,but I wore scout dress!!But it didn't matter...

Firstly,,actually I was confused,,the event would be began but the committee still did nothing...
They only had prepared sound system and mats...
But they were stay relax...
But,,a moment be4 the agenda was read,,they're so busy prepared everything...Huh,,so bad!!
It's also because the cooker was late to deliver the food to the location,,so late... :(

But,,alhamdulillah the event held successfully...
I think I take big part in this event,,eventhough I was never join the meeting... ;D

At the end,,we were cleaning all of the properties together...
Then,,m.KaPe and m.Wid bought some firecrackers to us...
We were so have fun with it...Especially me...

At the go home time was so amazing...
In the beginning,,I only had 3bodyguards protect me in the back and front of me...
But then someone joined,,so I had 4bodyguards...
Haxhax,,cool!!
And they are my "longlife" friends,,Ichwan,Dwi,Willy and Faqih...Hehehex...

In my short time with arjuna srikandi...
Alhamdulillah,,Allah still give me a moment to remember with them...I hope it will be one of my unforgetable experience in my life...
Amiin,,Subhanallah...

How amazing I am today....
Full activities day...
School, go to course, open fasting together...
I must fit until the end of this day...
SPIIIRRRRRIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah,,tommorow will be my class's war!!!
2subject exams are on the same day...
And you'll be never imagine that:...

PHYSICS and...

HISTORY!!!!!
MasyaAllah...Can I pass it tommorrow Ya Allah...
Help me please...
And my eyes is getting sleepy now...
I'm not sure that I can finish my study tonight...
But,,I must have big spirriiitttt!!!!Don't say it's difficult be4 try,girl...
Ya Allah,,give me Your blessing and Your mercy,,so I can pass my exam well,,with best result...Amiin ya rabbal 'alamiin...
Keep try,,keep pray...

Ough!!The first and maybe the worst try out!!
I followed STIS try out this morning
And the result,,,OH MY GOD!!!!
So dissapointing!!!
Congrats to U***,,bcoz has been the 3rd rank of that try out...
I think the questions is difficult enough,,not only 4me,,but also 4 the other participant too...
Aih..Mia,,consider it as your experience girls!!!
Yeah!!! ;)

Alhamdulillah, I have found my flash yesterday...
As I guess, it is brought by oned of my classmate...
SETO!!!!!
I don't know how can my flash at his bag...
After 3 days I have searched for that, my friend said ti me that it brought by him....
Ya Allah, thank's for give me my better days...
I hope tommorrow will be better than today...
Amiin...

Dalam menjalani bulan ramadhan ini,
Ya Allah,,berilah hambaMu ini kesabaran, kekuatan, serta kesempurnaan dalam menjalani ibadah puasa hamba
Ya Allah...Semoga Engkau meridhai segala ibadah yang hamba lakukan...Semoga Engkau meringankan sgala cobaanMu yg ada dipundak hamba Ya Allah..
Lindungilah hamba dari godaan syetan yg trkutuk...
Amiin..

MasyaAllah,,how hard my life in last 3days...
Help me please,,ya Allah...
Give me somepeople who can help me to take away my problems...
I hope I can past this time,one of my hardest part in my life,without forget from my duty to one and only God,,Allah SWT...
Amiin..

Nothing happens today.
Just a little bit panic bcoz of the big earthquake this evening.7,3 richter scales bro!!
My mood is changing eventually today,anytime..
Too much school task that isn't stop screaming to me to be done!
Drama,biology's report,english written,chemistry skill's report and 2nd practice,mirror painting,Indonesian presentation..Moreover,much school tests are in front of my nose!!
And most of my pairs too much complaint,too much reason to do the task together!Aaaaaargh!

Then,I think that he's a little bit illfeel to me..
I feel that he keeps away from me nowadays..
Viuwh,,,can you explain me,,my man,,my friend...???

Alhamdulillah...
Thx for give me better night today...
Better condition,better communication...
I hope it will be some lesson to my parents,to lock the door when they do "that"...
I will forget about this,can you give me some suggestion to forget about something fast??
Hm,,I have been trying to forget about many things in the past,,but nothing can help..
Just time that can erase all of the bad fate memories of mine...
I hope,,everything is gonna be okay...
Amiin...

Today isn't better than yesterday.
As bad as yesterday,maybe worse..I don't know what will happen to me a few hours again.
Ya Allah,what should I do?
Why my day is getting worse??What should I do to fix my fate??
Astaghfirullah..What things that can fix my mood??Just sleep?My God!I have been too much sleep yesterday..
I want to avoid everything about my bad past tragedy!
I want to avoid my home!!!!!

Kampreeeeeeeet!!!Subuh2 nasib dah jelek gene gemana siech!!!Mo sahur jadi gag mood pool!!!!!Kalo kya gene yg salah ortunya apa anaknya coba!!!Ortunya deh kayaknya!!Salah sendiri pintu jagak dknci!!!Bner2 kampreeeeet!!!!